what's wrong?

My heart just doesn't feels right these days... i wonder why... Am i being exacturated of what i felt or there's is really something uneasy going to happen? i can't really explain on how i really feel right now... my emotions are mixed, just like a bunch of candies and pills are mixed together. the taste of sweet and bitter that are totally merged until i can't define which one is which... i did try to find the answer... yet, i still found none... i do hope that i can get away from this kind of feelings which totally makes me confuse inside-out... the one and only resort i have is to ask the Lord... only Him who knows the best solution of every problems... im going to continue to be strong anyway... thinking of what will happen next always scares me... but i know that one day everything will eventually be fine... i just have to start believe and trust, don't i?